Truth be told I’m lyin’.
So I had a pretty shitty weekend which was covered up with a ridiculous amount of alcohol. Woooo. Some guy was talking shit about me one night. That’s cool and all except I had never met him and he talked as if he knew me. I don’t know if he thought I was so drunk I couldn’t hear or what but I was pretty fuckin pissed. ”Scovil’s sloppy seconds” I think would have to be the highlight of the shit he was saying. Scovil was a guy I had a short fling with, he was a sweetheart. I was waiting for Tim to get back and he had some shit to say about that as well, about how he couldn’t believe that I would actually wait for him. Ugh. So I went back to my room crying and stayed there. Tim came and found me and I told him and he was pretty mad. Said I shouldn’t be down here crying over something his asshole roommate said. And then the next morning Noah, my ex, messages me saying he wants me to be completely cut out of his life so he doesn’t have to deal with shit. I might add I hadn’t even talked to him since we broke up in January. I told Alex about that and she told me that they weren’t even allowed to mention me around him O_o We only dated 3 weeks. Get over it already. So drinking started early that day for me. I never did ask Tim what he said to Tony when he confronted him about talking shit. They’re roommates. Or apartment mates rather. And Tony told me to ask Tim why they call him the cowboy. Think I’d rather not right now. Today was good though. Tim and I chilled and watched cartoons and Smoking Aces (I think? lol) until about 3pm. Then I came back down to my room and played a shit ton of WoW while he went long boarding. Haven’t seen him since he left. I don’t even know if we’re dating, and I’m not sure I want to ask. Blah. Boys. I’ll ask him what’s up next week or something. No need to push, right? Oh, and I’m trying out this new thing with him. He’s kinda an experiment. I am usually very non affectionate in public and I don’t push hanging out at all and let the guy do everything, but this time I’m gonna try to make the moves… I feel needy when I do it :/ But so far so good, right? Right…
I’m off to bed. Yay for 7am class *sigh*
